scale of love

"SCALES OF LOVE"

Remember when love
was so simple:
Love notes
Winking eyes
Warm hugs
Clumsy kisses
Remember when love
Became daring:
Dates
Sex
Phone calls
Gifts
Remember when love
Became challenging:
Heartache
Pain
Frustration
Neglect
Now remember
The love we share :
Ponder.
Reflect .
Contemplate.
Weigh it.
Is it worthy
To be cherished?

think bout it ppl.
plss think.tag okies.
ps.this is not a poem

nothing special

im bored right now.i mean it.really bored.tired.crappy.any remedy anyone ?
ks.new rhyme coming up.
working with my family on our own version of belaian jiwa with hint of jazz.its just instrumental
aight.peace.

happy bdae

happy b'day to me.happy b'day to me.happy b'day to hidayat.happy b'day to me.yes yes.18's the age.hopefully should be a good thing.hais.man.indeed im getting old.becoming old = more responsibilties + more money required.haha.oO well.lets look on the bright side.
ytd was simply awesome.i really had the time of my life.this would probably be one of the best bdays.i wouldn't want to trade it for the world.okies.i dont mind having jessica alba.hehe.
well the day started out badly.it was raining heavily.got no choice but to bring along my umbrella.i made the restaurant reservations at 3 30.as usual.my INNUENDOL friends,zee,mir and meen n az were late.hais.typical them.my gdness.lunch.what a spread.we had like almost 6 different dishes.but sadly,the amt of rice compared to the dishes was simply aduuu.nvm.but of course.before the meal.i was usher-licious with my fine head to toe dressing. but after the meal, i think u cant even differentiate between me and fat joe.haha.
the post meal activity was indeed very very nice.unwrapping presents.was simply touched my my g unit members' gesture.zee got me this slickest belt i ever seen.customise belt with my name on it.man.its the 1st time he actually gave me a present.well, of course,it's the 1st time i give him a present too.haha.then, it was amir's n az's present.my gdness.they purposely want to test my patience.they wrapped the present with 18 layers of newspaper.n of course,initially i dono bout it.i took my own sweet time.on the 5 th layer, i start to speed up.o0o well.what a sweet surprise.a calendar of hot swimsuit models.man.each day different model.man.haha.definitely a sweet surprise.i truly feel like a "man" right now.haha.n meen.thx for the cake.bel.thx for turning up.sowie i only blanja u ice tea.g unit,u guys simply rock ah.well, at least to me.
so round 5, we headed down to ps starbucks to meet up with my hmm.patience testing, deserved to be jitak but forever sweet friend,wanee.but crap.we waited for almost half an hr just for her.thk God.its my bday.if not, abes ah.o0oya.azzie aka michelle branch turned up oso.kinda great ah.the more the merrier.the zee treated us drinks.for me, i had rhumba frap n caffe mocha.man.the mocha was bad.maybe i think the barista is new or he aint doin his job properly.o0oya.did i mention.azlina looked hippy yesterday.haha.with the head band and very loud color shirt.yups.but still, she looked great.
around 8 +, we headed down to water front.here comes the real fun.haha.cake cutting "ceremony".haha.1st tym, slice a cake using a butcher's knife.haha.it's the 1st time i had cake fight.yups.belinda started it.damn it.i was hit like multiple times especially on face n hair.jialat.free facials and "oil-based gel".n of course, a bday will never be complete w/o taking pics.plenty of memorable moments.something to remininsce bout.
i must say a day without smile n joy is a day wasted.life is too short.you don't know when you gonna go.make the best out of life.have a blast while u're at it.smile and thk God that u're still alive.well, i do.alhamdulilah( thk God)

fun day

a day without laughter is a day wasted.extracted from my good friend,mr ryza.
today is simply fantastic.to be honest, i wouldn't want the day to end.i must say i truly had loads of fun with my very much doted class.haha.o0owell this is how it started.
as usual,i'll be the early bird for every thursday.class starts at 8 am but due to my punctuality or i must say,my dad's, i have to stay outside the lab.crap hole sey.thank God.i got my bio bk with me to keep me awake.but still.
the whole fun begins right after my practical.haha.we actually had 6 hrs of break.due to the absence of our io chem teacher.he said he got some meeting at some hotel.hmm..i wonder..
as my class were busy preparing for the 1st test in this new semester,victor was trying to figure out how to memorize the list of organisms grps.in descending order D,K,D,C,O,F,G,S.okies.this is what he came out with.Singapore Girls F*ck own C***bye Damn Keen Domain.haha.dirty but i find it easier to memorize that way.haha.thx Vic.
talking bout Vic.he just found out that my maths teacher is sick in a way.
Mr Ong : Alo VIc !!
Vic : alo
Mr Ong : how are u ? ( as he come closer to vic and wrapped his right arm round his waist)
haha.imagine ure in vic's position and that teacher is old and of course,everythings saggy(head to toe) and he just wrapped his arm round u.man.make my pee pee go purrrrrr..
vic,kelvin and wee cheong were high todae.indeed very high.they kept telling dirty but yet,educational jokes and none of us can really concentrate on bio.haha.fhm+playboy and micro bio ? what do they have in common ? go figure it out.thk God.at least the paper wasn't that much of a hurdle.
o0ya.did i mention we even set up a new club.anti-babi club.haha.founder : ah wee. members: me, ryza and chewbacca(syaiful's alter ego) .ah wee !! friday prayers tml ?
okies.after the test,time to de-stress.retail theraphy.haha.$200 gone within an hr.my gdness.definitely a new record for me.i splurge $70 just for a cap.kinda ex but heck.its bloody player-ish.i wanted the brown color cap.but crap hole.this son of a gd mother.took the last 7/1/2 piece.lucky him.i got patience.trust me.you don't like me when i'm angry(turning green)
then bought zee's bdae present.hope he likes it.if he don't.abes ah.kene wrang wrang.hehe.
okies.i think i just end here before i bore u guys to death.ps.turning 18 this wkend.simply cant wait.=)
usher's bling bling.lebron sneaks.nokia n91.alicia keys' unplugged cd.star wars complete set.volkswagen lime green beetle.hint.hint.hehe

lesson's boring right now.its bores me to death.trust me.if u think computer work is fun,think again.my eyes are freaking heavy right now.damn it.nothing can be more boring than this.dang.okies.i miss wkends.i miss holidays.please come back quick.haha.i truly need u.where were u when i truly need u.
man.tonnes of assignments to do.loads of reports need to be completed.its like as if im non-stop working robot.everyday been working my ass off.physically n mentally drenched.but still holding on strong.i guess.tests commencing this thurs.1st hurdle.microbio.so little chapters but so much things to learn.
i got to tell u.the physical things does not define whats within.even a hard-rock hero like me do cry eh.haha.wanee.thx for the painting and the hmm..tumbler.still haven't use eh.too nice to be used ah.damn touched.btw,i'm working on my belaian jiwa instrumental with my dad.dad with his acoustic guitar and my sis.her saxaphone.it sud be abit of jazz.me the composer.haha.kk.once its done.i go burn into a cd then pass it to u ya.
kk.need to pay attention oledy.teacher's coming towards my direction.i'm so dead.

rejuvenated

hey.damn its been like 2 months since i last blog.haha.loads of bumpings around and new experiences.indeed, i have plenty to tell.maybe i start off with my semestral break.very rejuvenating.i truly need that break.i was so worn out for the 1st semester.everything was so hectic and fast paced.that explained my poor GPA.o0o well.i aint going to repeat the same mistakes again.this may sound abit absurd and out of this world to many people but i planning to get at least 3As.(ryza,if ure reading this,jgn ingat aku gile) yups.i think its bout time i should pull up my socks.
the recent month of ramadhan was very memorable and to be cherished.i felt like as if i've been reborn.i guess.i don't know.i felt cleaner spiritually and mentally.during that mth,i felt like as if i was going at the right path to God.hey.not only,bonds between family and friends have strengthen especially with my gd looking, son of a gun,deserved to be jitak friend,amir.haha.i spent all my ramadhan wkends with him.just working out in the gym.in the evening,performed teraweh prayers.i guess this ramadhan,i've achieved something that worths even more than my o levels cert.i managed to complete all my teraweh prayers and accomplished reading the whole yaasin for the very 1st time.my gdness.never felt so happy bout myself before.o0owell,hopefully,this is just a beginning for me.very much a milestone.ramadhan has left.i do feel the loss.i truly do.ramadhan has tought me so much.to love and appreciate my loved ones even more.to be more disciplined and of cos,lose weight!!! haha. at least, i feel "lighter" now.=]
earlier in the day,ryza n I were on the way to the mosque.then, we saw this incident.a robbery case.this tanned looking guy with a white cloth concealing his identity just grabbed this old,gravitationally-challenged lady's handbag and ran.approximately,11m/s.yups.i think he was a malay.man.with my "heroic" instincts, i wanted to help but god damn it.my sidekick,ryza said its's better that we don't.this saying is very true.no crime doesn't mean no crime.
later in the evening, something funny happened.normally, we would see naked fans running around or maybe, the officials tripped after trying to backheel the ball.this is something original and fresh.have you seen a cat goes to the middle of field durin a soccer game and pooped? haha.well, this only happens in sp.the best part is all those battling,sweaty players slided and stepped on tt crap.haha.man.pity those players.they paid $40 just to play with cat's crap.haha.

no matter how fun the day is, tomorrow would definitely be better.i hope.