2 songs currently stuck in my head : mocking bird and when i'm gone.both from eminem
movie stuck in my head : gladiator
man.last night, the show "gladiator" was screened at tv3.christmas special.awesome movie.great storyline.great plot.the acting was so real.i like the part where the hmm..cant rmb the name.aiya.the villain.he said to maximus " i could remember how your son been nailed to......(something something.cant rmb ah) and he squeled like a little girl.and your wife.she cried in pain brutally tortured and raped over and over again.just like a whore".my goodness.when i watch that part, tears dropped.i really felt maximus' agony ah.imagine putting yourself in his position.your loved ones been slayed down slowly and mercilessly.and the worst part is they are innocent.hais.
okies.got nothing much to talk about.having a bad sore throat.man.i truly cant wait for tml.yan gonna reformat my com.its bout time.amir coming to my place to play fm.wooohoo.be prepared ah mir.kk.see ya suckas.hehe
Tuesday, December 27, 2005
Monday, December 26, 2005
chalet
azlindah.gotta admit.the chalet was quite a sucess eventhough there were hardly any food.o0owell.its okies.two thumbs up
first day of chalet: i simply hate it when im going somewhere, then suddenly my stomach probs start to act ah.aiyoo.i hate it.i hate it even more with the presence of zee...haha..he will purposely make me laugh just to aggravate the matter.nanti kau zee.haha.i'll have my revenge one day.thk God the chalet was nearby.but once i got into the toilet,damn false alarm.cannot come out.hais.chilakas.
0oya.me zee n wanee reach at hmmm..7 i think.g unit played a game of pictionary.i think tt was the first time i played such a game.okies.so the word i have to act out is beach.instead of acting out as a beach, i pretend to a bitch(female dog).haha.that was the most stupid thing i've ever done.if its for the sake of having fun..o0o welll...
basically, the whole night i spent with my sis, bel.we practically just chit chat and took pics of each other.the whole night.we only manage to catch 30 min of slp.and have to wake up at 8.cause me n zee need to go home to get ready for the mmsp(mr n ms sp).dang.
so the next day : reach home bout 12 frm the paris ris.initially, wanted to perform my friday prayers.but really, i was dead beat.my whole body rejected all the signals that were sent from my brain. so, i couldn't stand any longer.i doze off.woke up at 3.took a quick shower and changed to my player's wear. i've to meet zee,mir,fahmy and the ladies at sp fc 5 at 4.30pm for the mmsp
630 pm and we still standing outside the bloody convention centre.damn it.the weather was killing us and damn it la.i was wearing black formal top.the whole gala event supposed to start at 630 but we are only able to enter at 705 ??hais..disappointing man.i guess the whole event was quite a sucess except for the the entrance part and the q-ing up for the refreshments.to be frank,my favourite part is the dance performance put up by the contestants themselves.that was the best ah.esp the song hung up.fuuu.it was not the girls who caught my attention.haha.got this bulky,hunky contestant ah.he exaggerated the dance moves and he dance to fast la.haha.he really look like one congo dancing to dangdut song ah.aduu..tak blei tahan loorrr....lucky him.he got suave looks and chiselled bod.if not, he'll be the joke of the night.
11pm and still the results have not been revealed.dang.they were giving out trophies,plates and certificates to the organisers,yada yada yada.freaking draggy la.bloody anal.people also want to go home la.15 min.they announced the results.its bout time.damn it !! hairul did not win the mr sp title.wad the hell.i guess me and the others were shocked.he did so well.he mesmerized the crowd with his slique moves and his charm.he leave girls drooling when he was in his formal wear.he outsmart the other beautiful contestants apparently with child-like iq with his brilliant answer.and what did he get ?....3rd prize.hais.disappointed but i guess that's life.you may do well in the race.but there will be people who will try to bring you down.
1130 pm.me and zee were making our move to paris ris.we reached the chalet site at 12 30am(approximate timing).there were only a few people attended the 2nd day.my stomach was rumbling.i really cannot tahan.luckily,got some barbequed chicken wings.abes ah.sampedek ah.
from 1 to 3++..me n the other g unit members were just laughing throughout the whole 3 hrs.zee was cracking us up with his idiotic antics.haha.really.chang was drunk.wa..n some more he sat beside me.i just hate the smell of vodka.zee and chang left 4 am.hais.wasted.i could tahan no more.i went to bed with my sis.aiyo.pity her ah.i dominated the whole bed.sorry !!
woke up at 9.took a 30 min shower.fuuuu..."rejuvenating" sei.the water freaking cold la eventhough the heater was on.had my breakfast.i cooked crabsticks for meen n bel too.btw i boiled them in the kettle.too lazy to bbq.so just boil them ah.haha.n i had 5 oranges.i really really need my vitamin c cause ive not been having it for the past 3 days.so after breakfast, we quickly packed up and leave the site. we had a proper breakfast at mc dee.from 1030 to 1. well, i had 2 apple pies. i intended to have a meal but think again, all those salt, fats n msg inside my body.aiyo.so nvmla.i skipped.after our meal, we headed to barney's musical theater.yea..haha.we took loads of pics.kk.bout the pics, dont worry guys.i'll send them to you once yan repair my com this tues.latest, friday ah.
i think the best part was inside the mrt.me n bel were taking pics then suddenly,prattttttt...haha...belinda farted.haha.my goodness.it was bloody loud.haha.guess,it runs in the family ah,sis.haha.funny la.an mrt ride to be remembered.yups.well, guess that's all.to finish it all.we were all tired but happy..haha.this is so like my pri-1 compo la esp the ending..haha..kk.the end
[to tell or not to tell.it's just a matter of time]
first day of chalet: i simply hate it when im going somewhere, then suddenly my stomach probs start to act ah.aiyoo.i hate it.i hate it even more with the presence of zee...haha..he will purposely make me laugh just to aggravate the matter.nanti kau zee.haha.i'll have my revenge one day.thk God the chalet was nearby.but once i got into the toilet,damn false alarm.cannot come out.hais.chilakas.
0oya.me zee n wanee reach at hmmm..7 i think.g unit played a game of pictionary.i think tt was the first time i played such a game.okies.so the word i have to act out is beach.instead of acting out as a beach, i pretend to a bitch(female dog).haha.that was the most stupid thing i've ever done.if its for the sake of having fun..o0o welll...
basically, the whole night i spent with my sis, bel.we practically just chit chat and took pics of each other.the whole night.we only manage to catch 30 min of slp.and have to wake up at 8.cause me n zee need to go home to get ready for the mmsp(mr n ms sp).dang.
so the next day : reach home bout 12 frm the paris ris.initially, wanted to perform my friday prayers.but really, i was dead beat.my whole body rejected all the signals that were sent from my brain. so, i couldn't stand any longer.i doze off.woke up at 3.took a quick shower and changed to my player's wear. i've to meet zee,mir,fahmy and the ladies at sp fc 5 at 4.30pm for the mmsp
630 pm and we still standing outside the bloody convention centre.damn it.the weather was killing us and damn it la.i was wearing black formal top.the whole gala event supposed to start at 630 but we are only able to enter at 705 ??hais..disappointing man.i guess the whole event was quite a sucess except for the the entrance part and the q-ing up for the refreshments.to be frank,my favourite part is the dance performance put up by the contestants themselves.that was the best ah.esp the song hung up.fuuu.it was not the girls who caught my attention.haha.got this bulky,hunky contestant ah.he exaggerated the dance moves and he dance to fast la.haha.he really look like one congo dancing to dangdut song ah.aduu..tak blei tahan loorrr....lucky him.he got suave looks and chiselled bod.if not, he'll be the joke of the night.
11pm and still the results have not been revealed.dang.they were giving out trophies,plates and certificates to the organisers,yada yada yada.freaking draggy la.bloody anal.people also want to go home la.15 min.they announced the results.its bout time.damn it !! hairul did not win the mr sp title.wad the hell.i guess me and the others were shocked.he did so well.he mesmerized the crowd with his slique moves and his charm.he leave girls drooling when he was in his formal wear.he outsmart the other beautiful contestants apparently with child-like iq with his brilliant answer.and what did he get ?....3rd prize.hais.disappointed but i guess that's life.you may do well in the race.but there will be people who will try to bring you down.
1130 pm.me and zee were making our move to paris ris.we reached the chalet site at 12 30am(approximate timing).there were only a few people attended the 2nd day.my stomach was rumbling.i really cannot tahan.luckily,got some barbequed chicken wings.abes ah.sampedek ah.
from 1 to 3++..me n the other g unit members were just laughing throughout the whole 3 hrs.zee was cracking us up with his idiotic antics.haha.really.chang was drunk.wa..n some more he sat beside me.i just hate the smell of vodka.zee and chang left 4 am.hais.wasted.i could tahan no more.i went to bed with my sis.aiyo.pity her ah.i dominated the whole bed.sorry !!
woke up at 9.took a 30 min shower.fuuuu..."rejuvenating" sei.the water freaking cold la eventhough the heater was on.had my breakfast.i cooked crabsticks for meen n bel too.btw i boiled them in the kettle.too lazy to bbq.so just boil them ah.haha.n i had 5 oranges.i really really need my vitamin c cause ive not been having it for the past 3 days.so after breakfast, we quickly packed up and leave the site. we had a proper breakfast at mc dee.from 1030 to 1. well, i had 2 apple pies. i intended to have a meal but think again, all those salt, fats n msg inside my body.aiyo.so nvmla.i skipped.after our meal, we headed to barney's musical theater.yea..haha.we took loads of pics.kk.bout the pics, dont worry guys.i'll send them to you once yan repair my com this tues.latest, friday ah.
i think the best part was inside the mrt.me n bel were taking pics then suddenly,prattttttt...haha...belinda farted.haha.my goodness.it was bloody loud.haha.guess,it runs in the family ah,sis.haha.funny la.an mrt ride to be remembered.yups.well, guess that's all.to finish it all.we were all tired but happy..haha.this is so like my pri-1 compo la esp the ending..haha..kk.the end
[to tell or not to tell.it's just a matter of time]
Thursday, December 22, 2005
amin
lately, have been talking to my friends regarding dream partners in life.so i was thinking what kind of guy would a girl want.so this is what i think arr...
if that guy have all this attributes
- bernard's hairstyle
- zee's nose and smile
- amir's wicked humour and charm
- ryza's body and generousity
- meen's smile and patience
- syaiful's guitar skills and his devotion to Islam
- jevin's greens($$$)
- cheng how's brain and height(178cm.dream height ah)
okies.this sound so gay ah.but really ah.if you actually put all this factors together.power ah.really.its like a complete man ah.so give me your opininon.tag me.
okies.next topic.read bout this article.in aceh.the tsunami aftermath.it was no surprise practically almost everything got wiped out.but there's one thing that really grabbed my attention.there was this mini mosque in malay we call it surraw.it's made of plywood and it's the oldest structure in aceh as it has been standing there for the past 2 centuries. what surprises me is that not even a single defect on it.can you imagine it? everything that was made of metal and bricks that got in the tidal wave's way got demolished but not for the mosque and the best part is its just right beside the shore.Allahuakbar.Allahuakbar.observe the power of God.man.this is like the story prince of egypt or the 10 commandments.
this story truly inspired me alot.no matter how frail,fragile,vulnerable you are,but when there's faith in God, i can assure you, you'll always be in His mercy and protection.amin.
if that guy have all this attributes
- bernard's hairstyle
- zee's nose and smile
- amir's wicked humour and charm
- ryza's body and generousity
- meen's smile and patience
- syaiful's guitar skills and his devotion to Islam
- jevin's greens($$$)
- cheng how's brain and height(178cm.dream height ah)
okies.this sound so gay ah.but really ah.if you actually put all this factors together.power ah.really.its like a complete man ah.so give me your opininon.tag me.
okies.next topic.read bout this article.in aceh.the tsunami aftermath.it was no surprise practically almost everything got wiped out.but there's one thing that really grabbed my attention.there was this mini mosque in malay we call it surraw.it's made of plywood and it's the oldest structure in aceh as it has been standing there for the past 2 centuries. what surprises me is that not even a single defect on it.can you imagine it? everything that was made of metal and bricks that got in the tidal wave's way got demolished but not for the mosque and the best part is its just right beside the shore.Allahuakbar.Allahuakbar.observe the power of God.man.this is like the story prince of egypt or the 10 commandments.
this story truly inspired me alot.no matter how frail,fragile,vulnerable you are,but when there's faith in God, i can assure you, you'll always be in His mercy and protection.amin.
phobia
ks.i really had a bad evening last night and definitely, a to-be-remembered morning,today.damn it.last night, as zee and i were walking towards this bus stop.we saw this rat.k.to be honest, im totally afraid when comes to rats,roaches,dead cicaks,clowns and especially, water !! ks.back to the story.we saw this rat.i think one of the limbs was stucked in between the grills of the longkang.tts y it never really move.then, that zee, tried disturbing that rat.maybe, it got so scared,it just pull its stucked limb quickly.the sad part is it got detached.my goodness.haha.thx la zee.now that rat cacat oledy.
the next encounter was there was this cockroach(sapil..haha..spell it backwards).i was like jumping around to avoid it crawling into my pants.haha.then, that zee just give one kick to that innocent kacuak.instant death.with the wings and some of the "legs" separated from the body,i felt so sad for that creature.after the kacuak's death, i came out with this saying; " when there's suffering, there's compassion." it's true.it's damn true.
so last night, i dreamt bout my house been infested with roaches.aiyo.cannot tahan eh.until right now, still having goosebumps all over my body. errr....creeeeeepppppyyy...and just now was the best la.damn it.i was recharging my hp.then,i felt something cold beneath my feet.so i picked up using my toes.haha.habit oledy la.my gdness.put at my hands.wa..really ah..gossebumps oledy..dead cicak !!!! cannot tahan eh.walauwei.nak mati pon mati kat roma orang lain atau go die in my sis room.haha.aiyo..freaked out eh.i quickly took a small stack of tissue paper,scooped it with its tail tecabot then quickly dispose it.a lesson to be learnt.if i feel something cold and wet beneath my feet, don't pick it up !!!
man..2 days..many freaking encounters..ks..during the challet, plsss...no clowns...no water plsss...i mean it...i really can get really really scared..i got once i was too afraid to come out from the house.i was so traumatized,and i was practically shivering and shaking the whole day.well, i guess phobias are phobias.laugh at me if you want to.but try put yourself in my position.then, you'll know how it feels like.btw, reminder to guys.don't act macho.i know there's loads of weakness in you.
did i mention i'm also afraid of the lion dance's puppet also?
the next encounter was there was this cockroach(sapil..haha..spell it backwards).i was like jumping around to avoid it crawling into my pants.haha.then, that zee just give one kick to that innocent kacuak.instant death.with the wings and some of the "legs" separated from the body,i felt so sad for that creature.after the kacuak's death, i came out with this saying; " when there's suffering, there's compassion." it's true.it's damn true.
so last night, i dreamt bout my house been infested with roaches.aiyo.cannot tahan eh.until right now, still having goosebumps all over my body. errr....creeeeeepppppyyy...and just now was the best la.damn it.i was recharging my hp.then,i felt something cold beneath my feet.so i picked up using my toes.haha.habit oledy la.my gdness.put at my hands.wa..really ah..gossebumps oledy..dead cicak !!!! cannot tahan eh.walauwei.nak mati pon mati kat roma orang lain atau go die in my sis room.haha.aiyo..freaked out eh.i quickly took a small stack of tissue paper,scooped it with its tail tecabot then quickly dispose it.a lesson to be learnt.if i feel something cold and wet beneath my feet, don't pick it up !!!
man..2 days..many freaking encounters..ks..during the challet, plsss...no clowns...no water plsss...i mean it...i really can get really really scared..i got once i was too afraid to come out from the house.i was so traumatized,and i was practically shivering and shaking the whole day.well, i guess phobias are phobias.laugh at me if you want to.but try put yourself in my position.then, you'll know how it feels like.btw, reminder to guys.don't act macho.i know there's loads of weakness in you.
did i mention i'm also afraid of the lion dance's puppet also?
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
my story( the other side)
My Story ( the other side )
Often get comments on my name
was it given at birth ?
a God's gift ?
it will never happen to me
All the hurt vacancy, only words can reveal
its the only real thing i've got left to feel
remember the condescending conversation
how badly you want to eliminate me
reveal such emotion
you kept thinking you got the upper hand
never have you thought how much more i can stand
dont't ever make me have the upper hand
my thoughts slowly found the words
from these words turn infinite
silence is the sound of my pain
when i shot myself in the back again
gaze into truthfulness
you felt so faithless
stop holding on to me so tightly
cause i will never be the everything that you thought i would be
this is my story
my dose of reality
okies.oits wanee.this is the sequel of what i gonna show u.the prequel malas nak display.ks.u guys.enjoy.this is my show,my reality.
Often get comments on my name
was it given at birth ?
a God's gift ?
it will never happen to me
All the hurt vacancy, only words can reveal
its the only real thing i've got left to feel
remember the condescending conversation
how badly you want to eliminate me
reveal such emotion
you kept thinking you got the upper hand
never have you thought how much more i can stand
dont't ever make me have the upper hand
my thoughts slowly found the words
from these words turn infinite
silence is the sound of my pain
when i shot myself in the back again
gaze into truthfulness
you felt so faithless
stop holding on to me so tightly
cause i will never be the everything that you thought i would be
this is my story
my dose of reality
okies.oits wanee.this is the sequel of what i gonna show u.the prequel malas nak display.ks.u guys.enjoy.this is my show,my reality.
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
fort minor
okies.just great.this is what i truly "need" right now.spyware invasion in my bloody com.crap sei.this week is my e-learning week and my com's down.okies.not really ah.it can't access to my all my mail and school accounts. damn it.i really hope kopi can come this thurs to get it repaired.i really need my msn.i dont mind if i cant access to my hotmail.not my msn !!! arrrrrggggghhhhh.suffering right now.really
so yesterday, got myself fort minor cd.for those who have not gotten the cd, get it now !! really kick ass. fort minor supposed to be a crew but if you listen,80% of the tracks sung by mike shinoda only.hmmmm.i wonder.okies.but the lyrics were kinda vulgar.they emphasized too much on the F word.that proves 2 things.its either they have low vocab or they just cant get enough of the F thing.well, thats what most blacks rap bout.
two weeks of holiday for me.but theres so much things to do.silat camp.challet.get my com fixed.baby sit my niece.study for tests.do IDEAS with ryza.train silat with my cousin (woi ryza.nak join tak?) hitting the gym with that amir.do my microbio report.aiyo.like that, my 2 wks kena burn sei.chilakas.
830 pm and im bored.i would probably msn-ing right now if it's not for the bloody spyware.kk.think i go perform my isyak prayers ah.o0ya.sg idol 2 coming out feb 11.registration for auditions starts from dec 31st. for amir and meen.say wanna join right.ahhh..quick quick..haha...31 dec..be the 1st few.haha.then on feb, the whole sg can see you two in ur 15 min of fame.to think of it, 15 min kinda long..dont make me malu ah. somemore you two are the sg idol prodigies.hehe.
so yesterday, got myself fort minor cd.for those who have not gotten the cd, get it now !! really kick ass. fort minor supposed to be a crew but if you listen,80% of the tracks sung by mike shinoda only.hmmmm.i wonder.okies.but the lyrics were kinda vulgar.they emphasized too much on the F word.that proves 2 things.its either they have low vocab or they just cant get enough of the F thing.well, thats what most blacks rap bout.
two weeks of holiday for me.but theres so much things to do.silat camp.challet.get my com fixed.baby sit my niece.study for tests.do IDEAS with ryza.train silat with my cousin (woi ryza.nak join tak?) hitting the gym with that amir.do my microbio report.aiyo.like that, my 2 wks kena burn sei.chilakas.
830 pm and im bored.i would probably msn-ing right now if it's not for the bloody spyware.kk.think i go perform my isyak prayers ah.o0ya.sg idol 2 coming out feb 11.registration for auditions starts from dec 31st. for amir and meen.say wanna join right.ahhh..quick quick..haha...31 dec..be the 1st few.haha.then on feb, the whole sg can see you two in ur 15 min of fame.to think of it, 15 min kinda long..dont make me malu ah. somemore you two are the sg idol prodigies.hehe.
Saturday, December 17, 2005
last day of skool.looking forward to my 2 wks break.finally !!
today, definitely a good way to end the whole term.simply no hwk.no reports.eh wait.theres one.damn it !! and best thing is no need to do tutorials..haha.
530 to 7pm: silat training.less than 15 turned up.today's training kinda cool.plenty of acrobatic moves that we learnt.n o0oya.i sparred with ryza again.haha.yea..this time round.i think it was an even match.both of us were continuously hitting and kicking each other.trying to pin(benteng) each other down.damn it.he's gd.i guess.but i guess i'll be looking forward to our next sparring session.haha.habes ah kau rahim tempeh aka brad pitt.hehe
balqis and shah were the main highlight of the whole training.balqis, when she spar, she really can make any guy pee in the pants,man.really.i aint kidding.she'll hit that person non-stop and the best thing is all those hits were precise.and you know what.we aint wearing any body paddings.best la.
shah was fantastic today.haha.with his songkok on.haha.i think must be the berkat of wearing songkok ah.he fought gracefully.trust me.it's like almost an exhibition match.simply superb.he pinned khairil down.yea !!!!!!!!haha.i just love to see my seniors defeated by the yr 1s.haha
930pm: was busy dancing.heard there will be a dance competition.simply cant wait.if there's a solo catorgery, think might dance to the song lose control or maybe yeah.i don't know.eh meen.if the competition is on, let me show you how it's done.you don't step usher everytime.action speaks louder than words.hehe.peace.
11pm: was lying on my bed thinking of the people whom i care and read all the bday cards that they gave to me.touching ah.never once in my life i receive so many presents and cakes bashes during my bday.well, this 18th bday is definitely a day to remember.man.im getting old.that's for sure
i know this may sound so not me but haha.i already watch the show a walk to remember 3 times.now im planning to watch it again later maybe around 1 am.haha.if u guys havent watch,better catch it.simply a beautiful story.great story line.i didn't realise mandy moore can act so well.hmm..i cried during the show.yea.call me emo for all i care.i really cant tahan this kind of movies ah.aiyo.for sure will shed tears.so if u guys wanna watch movie with me, please, no emo shows ah.if u still insist, better get ready tissue paper.loads of them.hehe.this proves something.im just like ferrero roche.crispy and slightly hard on the surface.but creamy and soft on the inside.
okies.gtg.need to do some push ups.adious, kids. [to tell or not to tell.it's just a matter of time]
today, definitely a good way to end the whole term.simply no hwk.no reports.eh wait.theres one.damn it !! and best thing is no need to do tutorials..haha.
530 to 7pm: silat training.less than 15 turned up.today's training kinda cool.plenty of acrobatic moves that we learnt.n o0oya.i sparred with ryza again.haha.yea..this time round.i think it was an even match.both of us were continuously hitting and kicking each other.trying to pin(benteng) each other down.damn it.he's gd.i guess.but i guess i'll be looking forward to our next sparring session.haha.habes ah kau rahim tempeh aka brad pitt.hehe
balqis and shah were the main highlight of the whole training.balqis, when she spar, she really can make any guy pee in the pants,man.really.i aint kidding.she'll hit that person non-stop and the best thing is all those hits were precise.and you know what.we aint wearing any body paddings.best la.
shah was fantastic today.haha.with his songkok on.haha.i think must be the berkat of wearing songkok ah.he fought gracefully.trust me.it's like almost an exhibition match.simply superb.he pinned khairil down.yea !!!!!!!!haha.i just love to see my seniors defeated by the yr 1s.haha
930pm: was busy dancing.heard there will be a dance competition.simply cant wait.if there's a solo catorgery, think might dance to the song lose control or maybe yeah.i don't know.eh meen.if the competition is on, let me show you how it's done.you don't step usher everytime.action speaks louder than words.hehe.peace.
11pm: was lying on my bed thinking of the people whom i care and read all the bday cards that they gave to me.touching ah.never once in my life i receive so many presents and cakes bashes during my bday.well, this 18th bday is definitely a day to remember.man.im getting old.that's for sure
i know this may sound so not me but haha.i already watch the show a walk to remember 3 times.now im planning to watch it again later maybe around 1 am.haha.if u guys havent watch,better catch it.simply a beautiful story.great story line.i didn't realise mandy moore can act so well.hmm..i cried during the show.yea.call me emo for all i care.i really cant tahan this kind of movies ah.aiyo.for sure will shed tears.so if u guys wanna watch movie with me, please, no emo shows ah.if u still insist, better get ready tissue paper.loads of them.hehe.this proves something.im just like ferrero roche.crispy and slightly hard on the surface.but creamy and soft on the inside.
okies.gtg.need to do some push ups.adious, kids. [to tell or not to tell.it's just a matter of time]
Friday, December 16, 2005
finally
"hell week" has finally come to an end.4 formal reports completed.3 tests done.15 hrs of sleep(accumulated).reach home at 9.every single day.my msn is down.damn it.spyware !!!!! crap hole..
today the whole torture ended 830 pm in the library.was printing the last page of io chemistry report and a theres a huge smile on my face.
so as i was at the library packing up my things, there was a couple behind me.yea. i know theres no one around except me but plss...u want hanky panky pon..tempat la lain..
GUY : c'mon...(as he bites his gf arm)
GIRL: eh stop it la.continue with our study(but still, she was kinda embracing him)
hmm.if u guys wanna know i was just right infront of them.haha.man.lucky thing, im leaving the place.if not, abes, report tak abes2.
so i left the the library.i was thinking of which route to take.go to foodcourt 5 or T3.damn it la..both routes freaking creepy la.chicken.my school was like freaking dark.i think they nv pay pub bills ah.but in the end, i took the t3 way.
as i was on my way home(i walk back home.sports for life,babe!), i saw this hunk ah.he was doing his night jog.he was hmm...half naked but the jogging shorts is so bloody short.honestly speaking, i was green with envy when i look at his bod.but when he came closer to me.man.bad B.O.talkin bout bad B.O, my fam have sensitive noses.my sis currently having her sp orientation camp.she was playing a game with her team members.unfortunately, one of her members, his B.O was simply unbearable. he was placing his arm aroun my sis shoulders..sumtink like tt.n something hilarious happened..haha...she puked on the spot..haha...my gdness.when my sis told me bout this, i just couldn't stop laughing..haha..kk.note to all smelly and not smelly guys..use deodrant !! not smelly also, still apply..haha.at least, u smell gd ma...
reached home roun hmm...9.freaking tired.brain fried.legs wobbly.eyes tired.but still make the time to do my push ups since ive not been visiting the gym since last sat.took a long shower and perform my prayers.
man.i forgot to mention something while i was on my way back home.i saw this lady.very minah-ish.well, from far, she look kinda hot.but as we came closer,haha...my gdness...she really look like suhailie from wcp mc dee.arrrrgggggghhhhhhh!!!! nightmare sei..haha.worst.she was like smiling at me....aiiiyeerrrr......haha...i think before sleep, better do my ablution.haha..really dont want any nasty dreams..haha.
orite kids...me freaking sleepy ryt now..gtg.so its just another tale of mr jon johnson aka md hidayat.hope u deserved-to-be-knocked on the head kids enjoy my story.nites.
today the whole torture ended 830 pm in the library.was printing the last page of io chemistry report and a theres a huge smile on my face.
so as i was at the library packing up my things, there was a couple behind me.yea. i know theres no one around except me but plss...u want hanky panky pon..tempat la lain..
GUY : c'mon...(as he bites his gf arm)
GIRL: eh stop it la.continue with our study(but still, she was kinda embracing him)
hmm.if u guys wanna know i was just right infront of them.haha.man.lucky thing, im leaving the place.if not, abes, report tak abes2.
so i left the the library.i was thinking of which route to take.go to foodcourt 5 or T3.damn it la..both routes freaking creepy la.chicken.my school was like freaking dark.i think they nv pay pub bills ah.but in the end, i took the t3 way.
as i was on my way home(i walk back home.sports for life,babe!), i saw this hunk ah.he was doing his night jog.he was hmm...half naked but the jogging shorts is so bloody short.honestly speaking, i was green with envy when i look at his bod.but when he came closer to me.man.bad B.O.talkin bout bad B.O, my fam have sensitive noses.my sis currently having her sp orientation camp.she was playing a game with her team members.unfortunately, one of her members, his B.O was simply unbearable. he was placing his arm aroun my sis shoulders..sumtink like tt.n something hilarious happened..haha...she puked on the spot..haha...my gdness.when my sis told me bout this, i just couldn't stop laughing..haha..kk.note to all smelly and not smelly guys..use deodrant !! not smelly also, still apply..haha.at least, u smell gd ma...
reached home roun hmm...9.freaking tired.brain fried.legs wobbly.eyes tired.but still make the time to do my push ups since ive not been visiting the gym since last sat.took a long shower and perform my prayers.
man.i forgot to mention something while i was on my way back home.i saw this lady.very minah-ish.well, from far, she look kinda hot.but as we came closer,haha...my gdness...she really look like suhailie from wcp mc dee.arrrrgggggghhhhhhh!!!! nightmare sei..haha.worst.she was like smiling at me....aiiiyeerrrr......haha...i think before sleep, better do my ablution.haha..really dont want any nasty dreams..haha.
orite kids...me freaking sleepy ryt now..gtg.so its just another tale of mr jon johnson aka md hidayat.hope u deserved-to-be-knocked on the head kids enjoy my story.nites.
Wednesday, December 14, 2005
hell
man.this week is definitely a killer week.hell for me.busy mugging while others happily going round and having fun. damn it.my holix is just few days away but still,i could feel the burn. head is getting heavy and tonnes of work start to pile up.damn it. for those who are still waiting for your o level results, enjoy as much as you can. make the best out of your holidays.once holidays are up, "hell" is definitely waiting for you.
talking bout hell, just had spreadsheet test earlier in the day.simply demoralising.heart crushing.i cant even do a single question.crap.i didn't realize those tiny blocks from microsoft excel can be such a killer.i was wondering what micro.excel got to to with chemical process ? hmm..what i only know never add potassium in water ah..abes..meletop..haha
this course has really been one hell of a ride for me.i just couldn't cope with the never ending reports, tests and homework.i guess this is the price to pay if i want to accomplish what i always wanted.to be a scientist.=]
talking bout hell, just had spreadsheet test earlier in the day.simply demoralising.heart crushing.i cant even do a single question.crap.i didn't realize those tiny blocks from microsoft excel can be such a killer.i was wondering what micro.excel got to to with chemical process ? hmm..what i only know never add potassium in water ah..abes..meletop..haha
this course has really been one hell of a ride for me.i just couldn't cope with the never ending reports, tests and homework.i guess this is the price to pay if i want to accomplish what i always wanted.to be a scientist.=]
Saturday, December 10, 2005
things that happened yesterday: went to wheelock after school to get my handphone repaired with ryza.okies.at that time,i was kinda craving for caffe mocha.haha.coincidentally, starbucks was offering free tall size drinks.yups.but of course, the queue was very long(expected.who dont want free drinks sia).was queuing up for 15 min i guess.finally,i ordered two mocha.hmm.settled down on a bench once we got our drinks.sat there from 6 to 730.met many interesting people.yups.tall ones.short ones.thin ones.thick ones.straight to faggots.haha.yea.some would probably make your knees so weak.o0oya.i met one of my silat seniors,kadir.yups.man.with his girlfriend.man.then, we met Mark Lee !! with his wife.wait.is he married ? haha.yups.he was wearing this pink top and carrying this weird totte bag.hmm.very ah-beng ish.
so around 8+, make our way home.saw my ex vice head prefect, asri.man.my heart, at that point of time was burning.i always wanted to get even with him for the things that he has done to me.from humiliating me infront of the board to threathening to sack me. i mean yea.juniors do make mistakes.but you don't have to go to that kind of extent.just because i've good rapport with the head-prefect, he's jealous.it's not like as if she's his gf.n btw, she dont even enjoy working with him.well, could still remember he banged my head on the wall just because i create a minor mistake on the duty sheet.man.even the head prefect was not fussy bout it.sometimes i just don't get it. you may not be the head of authorities but you're pretending to be one.get a life.
i can list down all the bad deeds that he has done to me.but i guess it's not worth it.it's the thing of the past.like what i usually mention in my entries, the past is what the future holds. i had a bad past as junior.but at least, i dont treat my juniors the way he treated me when i became a senior.i do care bout how junior feels.okies.enough bout him. hope that would be the last time i'll be seeing him.
today : i was thinking bout my course and what kind of job prospects would i get. a chemist.a food microbiologists.polymer microbiologists.a technologists.a life science lecturer.a maths and science teacher.a chef ? haha.this are the possibilities if things go according to plan. but if don't, i must quickly think of backup plans.
you guys should think of what you gonna do with your future.yea i know we are young with minimal amount of worries.but have you thought of creating a good life for yourselves in future? think bout it.it's bout time we should wake up and start working our ass off.we are reaching 20. i guess it should be the turning points of our lives.
for guys,once you finish ns, you better come out with something intelligent.dont ever think of getting married after ns unless you have a stable financial status.dont just depend on your good looks or fame.it'll lead you to nowhere.think practical.you need money and a good heart to give you a proper decent home and family.yups.think bout it people.the future is in your hands.i've shown you the direction to the door.all you have to do is to unlock the door.go for it.
much love from me, md hidayat
so around 8+, make our way home.saw my ex vice head prefect, asri.man.my heart, at that point of time was burning.i always wanted to get even with him for the things that he has done to me.from humiliating me infront of the board to threathening to sack me. i mean yea.juniors do make mistakes.but you don't have to go to that kind of extent.just because i've good rapport with the head-prefect, he's jealous.it's not like as if she's his gf.n btw, she dont even enjoy working with him.well, could still remember he banged my head on the wall just because i create a minor mistake on the duty sheet.man.even the head prefect was not fussy bout it.sometimes i just don't get it. you may not be the head of authorities but you're pretending to be one.get a life.
i can list down all the bad deeds that he has done to me.but i guess it's not worth it.it's the thing of the past.like what i usually mention in my entries, the past is what the future holds. i had a bad past as junior.but at least, i dont treat my juniors the way he treated me when i became a senior.i do care bout how junior feels.okies.enough bout him. hope that would be the last time i'll be seeing him.
today : i was thinking bout my course and what kind of job prospects would i get. a chemist.a food microbiologists.polymer microbiologists.a technologists.a life science lecturer.a maths and science teacher.a chef ? haha.this are the possibilities if things go according to plan. but if don't, i must quickly think of backup plans.
you guys should think of what you gonna do with your future.yea i know we are young with minimal amount of worries.but have you thought of creating a good life for yourselves in future? think bout it.it's bout time we should wake up and start working our ass off.we are reaching 20. i guess it should be the turning points of our lives.
for guys,once you finish ns, you better come out with something intelligent.dont ever think of getting married after ns unless you have a stable financial status.dont just depend on your good looks or fame.it'll lead you to nowhere.think practical.you need money and a good heart to give you a proper decent home and family.yups.think bout it people.the future is in your hands.i've shown you the direction to the door.all you have to do is to unlock the door.go for it.
much love from me, md hidayat
Thursday, December 08, 2005
chocolate cakes
today in class : well had a pretty good conversation with my buddy,ryza aka rahim tempeh.we just cant stop talking in class especially during maths lesson.i kinda hate my maths teacher.he kinda reminds me of my sec sch POA teacher, teo ah siong.i just cant stand the white precipitate on his lips and of course,his teaching style.but the good thing is those imperfections lead ryza and me to a very interesting topic," friends and chocolate cakes.what do they have in common?"
as you can people, close friends,loved ones are like chocolate cakes.it just taste so nice that you just cant stop indulging in it.you look at the cake.you want to taste it.once you taste it,the desire for more is there.you take a spoonful.then slowly,you'll finish up the whole slice.you even forgot bout other ppl's share.you became selfish.
so what im trying to imply is "chocolate cakes"are basically not to be shared with people.if u just have a slice of cake only and your friends want to taste,let them.but always,always remember,always stay on guard with the fork in your hand.just in case,they finish it up.u can just..hehe..you should know..
so its just another fable from md hidayat.hope you kids enjoy the story.have a nice,chocolatey day.
as you can people, close friends,loved ones are like chocolate cakes.it just taste so nice that you just cant stop indulging in it.you look at the cake.you want to taste it.once you taste it,the desire for more is there.you take a spoonful.then slowly,you'll finish up the whole slice.you even forgot bout other ppl's share.you became selfish.
so what im trying to imply is "chocolate cakes"are basically not to be shared with people.if u just have a slice of cake only and your friends want to taste,let them.but always,always remember,always stay on guard with the fork in your hand.just in case,they finish it up.u can just..hehe..you should know..
so its just another fable from md hidayat.hope you kids enjoy the story.have a nice,chocolatey day.
Wednesday, December 07, 2005
hectic and weird are words of the day
8 30 am: spotted this two working ladies waiting for cab.okies.have to admit the chinese lady was hot.the other indian lady.o0owell.think is in her 40's.ya.as i was saying.they were waiting for a taxi.then a cab arrived.the indian lady was infront of the chinese lady.but unfortunately, the taxi driver picked up the chinese lady.so much for the harmonious multi-racial country.so cliche of men. include me if u wish to.but at least i know where i stand.
10am: hmm.i dont rili whats my lecturer's name.i always address him as sir.i truly don't know whats wrong with him.he has been acting weird lately.he has been so temperamental and scold us for nothing.my classmate, was late for 5 min.but he was accused for being 30 min late.so my friend tried to fight for his right but of course,in a more gentle manner.but tt son of a gun, he just volleyed him a "shut up !!".my goodness.now my classmate decided to pursue the matter to the authorities.okies.enought said bout them.
5.15 to 6.15 pm : maths test was killer to many.yups.well, for me, i managed to complete the paper.but i think i missed out like ten marks just because i don't know whats the value of 1 radian.man.but at least, im quite confident enough of passing.to score ? dream on.
for the past 3 wks : well, i guess God has been testing my faith for Him. it's really a hurdle for me.never felt so damn pressurized before.my head is like as its been slowly compressed by a tensile machine.having so much porblems.really not a great way to start being 18.yups.well,i truly hope all these probs would come to an end.the sooner the better
to show or not to show.it's just a matter of time.
8 30 am: spotted this two working ladies waiting for cab.okies.have to admit the chinese lady was hot.the other indian lady.o0owell.think is in her 40's.ya.as i was saying.they were waiting for a taxi.then a cab arrived.the indian lady was infront of the chinese lady.but unfortunately, the taxi driver picked up the chinese lady.so much for the harmonious multi-racial country.so cliche of men. include me if u wish to.but at least i know where i stand.
10am: hmm.i dont rili whats my lecturer's name.i always address him as sir.i truly don't know whats wrong with him.he has been acting weird lately.he has been so temperamental and scold us for nothing.my classmate, was late for 5 min.but he was accused for being 30 min late.so my friend tried to fight for his right but of course,in a more gentle manner.but tt son of a gun, he just volleyed him a "shut up !!".my goodness.now my classmate decided to pursue the matter to the authorities.okies.enought said bout them.
5.15 to 6.15 pm : maths test was killer to many.yups.well, for me, i managed to complete the paper.but i think i missed out like ten marks just because i don't know whats the value of 1 radian.man.but at least, im quite confident enough of passing.to score ? dream on.
for the past 3 wks : well, i guess God has been testing my faith for Him. it's really a hurdle for me.never felt so damn pressurized before.my head is like as its been slowly compressed by a tensile machine.having so much porblems.really not a great way to start being 18.yups.well,i truly hope all these probs would come to an end.the sooner the better
to show or not to show.it's just a matter of time.
Monday, December 05, 2005
angel of poetry
Angel of poetry
shattered dreams and broken promises
restarts that will never end
searching in this hardened world
for another tender-hearted friend
being skeptical all around
less hopeful day by day
tired of chasing rainbows
falsely put within the way
i know the way that you've travelled
for i've take that path, too
patiently searching for a tenderheart
finally, i found you
angel of poetry
take me to a place you call love
set me free to a place of no misery
no catastrophe
shattered dreams and broken promises
restarts that will never end
searching in this hardened world
for another tender-hearted friend
being skeptical all around
less hopeful day by day
tired of chasing rainbows
falsely put within the way
i know the way that you've travelled
for i've take that path, too
patiently searching for a tenderheart
finally, i found you
angel of poetry
take me to a place you call love
set me free to a place of no misery
no catastrophe
Friday, December 02, 2005
prayers
my prayers
Dear God
im down on my knees
with hands put up high
begging for your mercy
wishing that you could accept me with Your arms wide open
never ending sins enveloping my life
feeling anguish and remorse
for the miseries that i've caused
for the friendships that i've lost
assiduous, i've turned into
the harder i try,the harder i fall
people just want everything
but what i can think of is You
they may want it all
but i dont want nothing at all
diamond rings.the world.means nothing at all
if i ain't got You
Allahuakbar
the words i want to say
Astagfirullah
nothing can be more essential at the end of my day
I'm obliged to You
Your love for us can never be obliterated
nothing else can be pure and true
just an oath from me to You
Dear God
im down on my knees
with hands put up high
begging for your mercy
wishing that you could accept me with Your arms wide open
never ending sins enveloping my life
feeling anguish and remorse
for the miseries that i've caused
for the friendships that i've lost
assiduous, i've turned into
the harder i try,the harder i fall
people just want everything
but what i can think of is You
they may want it all
but i dont want nothing at all
diamond rings.the world.means nothing at all
if i ain't got You
Allahuakbar
the words i want to say
Astagfirullah
nothing can be more essential at the end of my day
I'm obliged to You
Your love for us can never be obliterated
nothing else can be pure and true
just an oath from me to You
fear
FEAR
There's primal fear like a baby blinded by the dark
There's lingering fear like never ending high expectations
There's groundless fear like a dark day covered by a clear night
There's inarticulate fear like a little fish wolfed down by a shark
There's mortal fear like a soul baffled by the fiery hell
There's undying fear like the heart would swell
There's cryptic fear like a stranger waiting at your doorstep
There's fatal fear like falling prey to a predator
There's introverted fear we've invented by ourselves
And unfortunately, we just got to live it.i swear
There's lingering fear like never ending high expectations
There's groundless fear like a dark day covered by a clear night
There's inarticulate fear like a little fish wolfed down by a shark
There's mortal fear like a soul baffled by the fiery hell
There's undying fear like the heart would swell
There's cryptic fear like a stranger waiting at your doorstep
There's fatal fear like falling prey to a predator
There's introverted fear we've invented by ourselves
And unfortunately, we just got to live it.i swear
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