phobia

ks.i really had a bad evening last night and definitely, a to-be-remembered morning,today.damn it.last night, as zee and i were walking towards this bus stop.we saw this rat.k.to be honest, im totally afraid when comes to rats,roaches,dead cicaks,clowns and especially, water !! ks.back to the story.we saw this rat.i think one of the limbs was stucked in between the grills of the longkang.tts y it never really move.then, that zee, tried disturbing that rat.maybe, it got so scared,it just pull its stucked limb quickly.the sad part is it got detached.my goodness.haha.thx la zee.now that rat cacat oledy.

the next encounter was there was this cockroach(sapil..haha..spell it backwards).i was like jumping around to avoid it crawling into my pants.haha.then, that zee just give one kick to that innocent kacuak.instant death.with the wings and some of the "legs" separated from the body,i felt so sad for that creature.after the kacuak's death, i came out with this saying; " when there's suffering, there's compassion." it's true.it's damn true.

so last night, i dreamt bout my house been infested with roaches.aiyo.cannot tahan eh.until right now, still having goosebumps all over my body. errr....creeeeeepppppyyy...and just now was the best la.damn it.i was recharging my hp.then,i felt something cold beneath my feet.so i picked up using my toes.haha.habit oledy la.my gdness.put at my hands.wa..really ah..gossebumps oledy..dead cicak !!!! cannot tahan eh.walauwei.nak mati pon mati kat roma orang lain atau go die in my sis room.haha.aiyo..freaked out eh.i quickly took a small stack of tissue paper,scooped it with its tail tecabot then quickly dispose it.a lesson to be learnt.if i feel something cold and wet beneath my feet, don't pick it up !!!

man..2 days..many freaking encounters..ks..during the challet, plsss...no clowns...no water plsss...i mean it...i really can get really really scared..i got once i was too afraid to come out from the house.i was so traumatized,and i was practically shivering and shaking the whole day.well, i guess phobias are phobias.laugh at me if you want to.but try put yourself in my position.then, you'll know how it feels like.btw, reminder to guys.don't act macho.i know there's loads of weakness in you.

did i mention i'm also afraid of the lion dance's puppet also?