victorious defeat

victorious defeat is what i would describe the silat match today. sorry guys. i intended to take a 2 weeks off but i guess i just couldn't help it. my injured fingers just couldn't resist the temptation of blogging.

why victorious defeat ?

maybe i just felt that i gave my best shot. it was quite an even match. the wasik( refree) told me it was a great match and i fought well. but i just need to curb down on the complains. it was in fact the most physical silat match i've ever came upon.i wasn't really that tired but man, it's like having 2 king kongs in one ring.colossal impact.the guy was of my physique,strength and for technique wise, i would give him a 7 out of 10.mine...a 5 ? or lower..i don't know

what gave him the edge is firstly, his experience. secondly, his eye contact. simply intimidating. i truly can feel that i-want-to-beat-you-to-pulp attitude by him.

i've to admit i truly hate defeats. i mean who does, right..but being in the losing end does not really mean you're defeated. if i've put in my heart and soul to it, no regrets. i've no right to feel down. so yea.im quite proud of myself.

but one thing is still for sure. a defeat is still a defeat. nothing can change that.

2 wks off

back guys

sori. been busy with school.

reports.never-ending datasheets.

what to do

but i gess i will be taking another 2 weeks off from blogging

cause i will be having tests and case studies

despite all the upcoming tests and more reports need to be accomplished

i don't think that gonna bring me down

i guess

pretty much in feet-off-the-ground mood

=]

the 5 cs

the 5 Cs that turn me on

1) Charm

2) Charisma

3) Confidence

4) Caring heart

5) Cute-ness

the 5 Cs that worth my shit

1) Chauvinist

2) Cocky-ness

3) Cheap

4) Cisse's hairstyle ( haha.i just can't stand his hairdos.tts all.but he plays well tho)

5) Chilakas nye org.haha.kk.im just crapping.

3 years later

Three years later

Verse 1

My love
What I felt, you didn't know
A clouded mind and tears that flow
I waited painfully to show
I'm trapped inside

Chorus

You know that I didn't lie
About the promise I have inside
A promise we'll be together
3 years later

Verse 2

My love
My love for you
Was all so true
Till the end it's only you
The storm of feelings I've got into
I'm trapped inside

Chorus

Verse 3

I cannot see
What it meant to be
With eyes blinded from seeing light
Then suddenly, you came to me
I held the feelings I kept inside

Bridge

I stand into the lonely night
Pictures of you came into sight
The stars above, I'm down with love
Believe me, I've tried
I'm trapped inside, Im trapped inside

Chorus

lyrics by syaiful aka wak aka abang syam aka chewwy. superb job done.brilliant. btw people, if you want to listen to his song...click HERE..aight...enjoy people..and o0oyea..this is what i call a real song and a real composer..peace people.

fact or fiction

people wear the masks for so long until they forget who they are beneath.

fact or fiction

its all up to you people to decide

peace assalamualaikum

what a day

i've been in buoyant mood for the past few days.

hmm.there's this sudden rush of good energy just flow through my bod.

i guess must be the overdose of good things.

silat trainings.simply fantastic.but will be more fun with ryza around.then, can wrang2 the hell out of him.haha

in class, whenever i opened up my mouth, i would prolly set them to laughter. i don't whether they were laughing at my stupidity or i'm just the class clown. but whatever it is, it's good that my class is bonding well. yea.

at home, mum has been cookin all my favourite food. that explains why my weight shoots up 3 kg.dang.

smiles.smiles.smiles..haaa...

you know i know

=]

[ sometimes, we put up walls not to keep people out. But to see who cares enough to knock them down ]

smile

its been quite sometime since i last update my blog.aloha.been busy finishing up datasheets and doing tutorials. yes..surprising huh..trust me..i think its time for me to pull up my socks. after the recent GPA, it kinda made me realize that the university hope is rather slim. so yea..

today was awesome. school was great despite the heavy rain. yups.it didn't bring my mood down..nopes..not even a little bit. i was so damn happy to be in the same lecture class with syam and ryza(take note..it only happen every wed..sobs)..hell yes..trust me..im so deprieved from speaking malay..and whenever there's an opportunity..abes ah..mulot sambal belacan..=]

silat. training was tough..well..only for the 1st hr.i've to admit its my 1st time completing all the push ups and sit ups..did not missed any..woohoo..slamat ah ryza kau tak gi..kalau gi..mampos..aku rase kau pon da pengsan and you someone "strong" like me to carry you.haha..aduuu...suke eh kau..

n yea..had sparring session with daniel..i think whenever i wanna spar with him in future, better get ready my groin guard..trust me..when he kicks..his hands will somehow end up in eerrrheeemmmmn....u noe where la..chilakas...but its aight..that still doesn't mean i enjoyed it..

so after a long day in school ( 13 hrs), headed back home. walked back home just to cool down my muscles . as i was on my way, i saw this girl ( around 3 yrs old) with her dad. so as usual, whenever i see small kids, i would make faces at them ( you guys must be thinking who's the small kid now). she kinda responded the way i want her to. Smiled back at me and laughed. that smile was enough to wash away the all the tired-ness and the physical pain. really. she even waved at me and wish me goodbye.awwwww...

tt girl really reminds me of naili kahisha and md fahmy..two favourite toddlers of mine.i miss them.i really really do.

[ a day without the smile of an angel is an empty day]