Wednesday, June 15, 2005

stress

im being so stressed right now.okies.cant even think of a stanza for my new rhyme piece.its like my whole brain is occupied with calculations and sums.hais.the left hemisphere of my brain suppose to be the stronger hemisphere aint functioning properly right now.too much information stored inside.unfortunately my brain aint a cpu.it definitely need plenty of rest.hey even coms do need rest ok..man.i truly do need a break.and you know what.this is only the third week of school and im feeling so mentally drenched and exhausted.i truly do need a spa.haha.yups.i truly do.or maybe retail theraphy.yups.hais.poly life aint that wow afterall.guess been brought by false pretences.damn it.or maybe its just the stream that im ended up in.the life science stream.arrrggghhh.dear mighty Lord.hear me.im tired of this.please guide me.man.please dont make me suffer too much predicaments.i truly need a break.
being so empty has also aggravated this hectic,unpleasurable life of mine.i dont know how much more i can take.its like problems keep gushing in and im not given a chance to take a breath.im drowning i guess.it aint easy being me.a rose.a deteriorated dying rose.

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