alo alo ppl

hey guys..this is..i gess my new blog..haha..the open diary is long tym history baby..so before i start throwin out my craps..just wanna tell u...im hidayat..the one n onli.yup.hehe...okies..i would consider myself as mr lonely.hais..u noe ppl..sometimes the past is wad de future holds..must let go of ur past to make ur future stronger..but its seems tt lettin go of my past seem to be so damn excrutiating.its easy for ppl to sae..o0o common...shes just a gerl..there r so many fishes in the sea..i donoe bout tt..i mean c'mon..i aint gd lookin...i aint charmin...i aint gerls dream boat man....im not like my oder g unit members like 50rm n no bucks...they r definitely up for grabs...yupx..gd looks..simply smooth wit the gerls...just look at me.i aint nobody, ppl..sometimes i just wish God would gif me suave looks n stuff..but hey..den i tink to myself...God is fair..there is beauty in me...but its just tt it takes tym to dig for it..hmm...o0oya..back to HER..yes..wad we haf..or i must sae used 2 haf was indeed special..i nv felt so special..i nv felt so much love before..she love me for whom i am n not for what i am...i appreciate tt...i truly do..i mean c'mon...deres alot of gd lookers hum she rejected n instead,she picked up diz dirty,old rag...haha....haiz....but evi tink seems 2 like ended up in a catastrophe..but wadever it is..i just remain optimistic..i must trust God's plan..i shalln't cry because its over.but instead..smile because it realli happen to me..=)