bleeding

well early this mornin,i wrote a rhyme for u guys to see.yup.took me hmmm...20 min to complete the whole thingy..hmm.haiz..definitely straight from my heart..i felt the pinch when i wrote my latest piece.hais..i badly,truly miss her.u know just now..in the toilet, i actually got a huge cut on my middle finger.cause i wasn't aware of what i was doing.i just kept thinking of her.i donoe how my middle finger hit the edge of my toilet "shelf"..haha...my dad created one for the toilet..dang it hurts..okies..den i tried the most stupid thing ever..i took lots of salt n apply it on my wound..haha...woo...fuuu...u should know whats my reaction..haha...but then again,i think to myself again..this physical pain aint nothing compared to what im feeling inside..yup..what makes the internal pain even more excrutiating is that people cant even see it..maybe because my "acting" skill is simply too "marvellous"..haha..only my gd frens can actualli sense the pain im going through..did you know our eyes are actually window to our feelings? yup.danG..hais..if only i could prove to her and her parents that what i have for her is sincere.but hey..patience is virtue that i really need to possess now.just wait for the time to ripe..strike while the iron is still hot..but then again..i must always remember..i decide what to do...i plan what to do...but only God gives the final decision.yup.hmm.its indeed a risk that im taking.okies.shall not brag on this matter for today before you guys get bored.so i just end here ya..aight..tell u guys more about the tales of hidayat tml ya...insyaAllah(with God's will)...=] [enjoy the rhyme that i wrote for u guys]