Wednesday, January 18, 2006

being angry will only destroy yourself

o0owell, here i am again.revealing all my daily life issues.hais.subhanallah.i just dont know how to begin.hmm..kks.i got plenty to say to u noe u noe..but i just don't the guts to do so.i got alot of things to confess but its just that..my mouth is too heavy and unfortunately, i just have to keep it to myself.i couldn't find the courage to do so.this is so not me.okies.nvm.

lately, i ve been getting smiles from ladies( nurses and minahs..nurses i dont mind..if minah..somethink is really wrong) especially in the mrt and the bus.okies.my mum always say to me,when someone smile at you,be polite and always smile back.okies.for my case, i think its better not to smile back.so this is how the story began.was inside the mrt heading to..hmm..wait...cant really remember when was i heading to..so got this hot,chinese nurse.o0oya.btw the mrt was packed.she gave me a smile.so i returned her a smile.bad move,hidayat.the boyfriend was not happy.so, he came up to me and say.."hey tak puas hati ape.penakot ape taknak gado"..i was..hmmm...i just gave him a smile back and inside my heart, i was istigfar-ing.he asked me to drop at the next station and he wanted to pick up a fight with me.so this is what i said,"i may be a wimp but i'm not stupid like you to fight over a small matter"

i mean c'mon.it's not like as if im going after his gf.yea.so pls..i got other better things to do.astagfirlullah..i think ah people these days are too sensitive la.hais..sedei sedei.i really think that guy need to attend some anger management class ah.that incident ah really tallies with this saying that i came across in school,"being angry will only destroy yourself"

okies.gtg.time to "study" io chemistry.aight.take care people.peace.

[ to tell or not to tell.it's just a matter of time ]

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